Have I mentioned the awesome site that someone unwisely pointed me to?? It's at http://mop.diaryland.com. I say unwisely because I tend to get caught up in the stories told here and have trouble getting back to work. If I could get some music around here, I'd be much more productive and I wouldn't feel the need to surf.

I was stood up recently. It was an aweful feeling. The bad part was not so much that someone would do that to me (but how much trouble is a 30 second phone call, huh?? Would it really have put him out so much??), but that I would wait around and let it happen to me. It's almost like I said it was ok, go ahead, push me around and show who's really got the power in this relationship.

Too bad for him, he was on shaky ground already. In a situation that I wasn't sure I wanted to be in in the first place, he made it clear that he didn't care if I was there. Also, someone I had had a crush on a long time ago decided that night was the time to tell me that he was interested. In me. I'm pretty sure this is going to be casual, but in the meantime, I have found the backbone (read: self-esteem) to stand up to FlakeBoy and not take any more of his shit. He's not taking it well :)