So remember my burst of courageous energy I went through in March? It's fizzled out, as much because that is the nature of infatuation as because of an apparent lack of interest on his part, either in me or in romance, I can't tell which.

Really, stuff like this requires attention from both sides to keep up the drama and enthusiasm. Up until this point, all the drama has been in my head, and that's been alright, but I can't keep it up anymore. So since the cancelled (and never made up) date, I have found my store of energy for putting myself forward dramatically reduced. Which is ok, but as I said yesterday, leaves me feeling kind of boring. Someone said recently that he didn't have drama in his life, but he thought he was pretty interesting (and he is), but I don't think that applies to me.

Perhaps that will be my next endeavor - to become interesting without the crutch of drama.

Neat link of the day: Summer San Francisco Festivals