If you're wondering what's wrong with me, so am I.
So like the sun this last week before daylight savings time ends, my patience, my personality, and my desire to be with people have also gone into hiding.
Usually, I'm all about being with others. Given the choice, I always choose to be with someone rather than be alone, even if I really have stuff to do or need the alone time. And I was alone for about two weeks there, and ye gods, it was boring. I didn't go out, I didn't spend time with friends. I just worked, came home, exercised, made dinner, watched movies, and was very ... electronic when it came to communicating with people, since I can't be bothered with the phone. I was ready for it to end at any cost.
Then last week happened. I was out every single night, ran out of clean clothes 'cause I couldn't do laundry, travelled over the Bay Bridge
4 times over the course of the weekend, until Monday, when I came home from work and just went to bed at 5 p.m.
Now I'm getting wedding shower invitations for people I don't know*, people are calling me at work, at home, and on my cell phone and not leaving messages**, and with few exceptions, I don't really want to talk to or see anyone***.
Thing is, it's a phase, and it'll be over soon, and then all will be sunny and well. Or as sunny as it can be as we are still headed towards midwinter. In the meantime, I'm feeling rather cold, both inside and out. Damn my apartment gets frigid during winter!!
Oh, and? Yay for the first rain of the season! Sweater weather is back!
* I think I may have met the bride-to-be once, months and months ago, but the groom-to-be isn't mentioned on the invitation, so I'm not sure it's really her ... and who the hell invites someone they don't know to their wedding shower? Isn't that for the bride and her
friends? This girl has never come out, or let her fiance come out, with us the entire time they've been together. If I'm thinking of the same girl, that is.
** I'm on the
do-not-call list, so I don't think it's telemarketers, but just so's you know, even if I know who you are and you don't leave a message? I'm not going to call you back. I figure if it was important, you'd let me know in so many words.
*** It's not that bad. And I even have plans to go out this week. And it would be nice to be invited to a Halloween party on Saturday ... but it won't crush me at all to stay at home and knit till November.