Life status update:
So things have been slow around here. Meanwhile, my friends all seem to be going through tough times, so I take time out of my own navel-gazing and be a shoulder or sympathetic ear for them. They've done as much for me in the past.
Back to the navel-gazing ... I decided a while ago that I had to come up with a plan of some sort to make myself more interesting. To myself, to others. You know, so that I could feel like I wasn't wasting my 34th year and at the same time have something to talk about at parties. To that end I have:
* signed up for a
jewelry-making class* bought season tickets to the
SF Opera* finally
ripped out the
scarf I have been "working" on for 3 years, and started a
new oneI know talking about these things won't make me a hit at parties, but I figure it's the happy and motivated people that others want to talk to at social gatherings, regardless of what they're happy or motivated
about, right? Right.
Oh, and when I finally (if ever) get a new camera, that'll be good conv fodder. Any recommendations?
Recognizing also how good I feel when my apartment isn't nagging me to clean it, I have decided to maybe try to keep it up a little more often. I hate cleaning the bathroom, but I'm so happy when it's clean. I'm not particularly fond of sweeping and vacuuming, but now I don't feel bad about the abnormally large dust bunnies threatening me from the corners every time I walk through a room.
I have also resumed flossing. You can kiss me now.
Still need to get back on the exercise and eating right/cooking horses, but I figure I feel good enough about the changes I have made that I'll get to those in their own good time. Same with volunteering.
In other news, I have had some encounters recently that have me thinking about how much of my single state is my own fault. I am a firm believer that we create most of our own problems, but I always kind of thought that I was single because I just hadn't found the right guy yet. But now I'm thinking maybe there's more to it than that. Not sure yet what that more is, but I figure that obsessing about it will only make it worse. So I'm taking my time with that too.
I have to announce to those who most wish to see me hooked up that I have decided to take my romantic life offline. Not that I have a romantic life. This means, rather, that I will not be looking for love on the global interweb anymore. Or at least for the foreseeable future. I know it works for a lot of people - I have many friends who are either on the verge or already married to people they met online, so I know it works - but I think I need to step back and maybe work on some other issues before I start advertising myself in that medium again.
What else ... oh, sun! We have sun today! Happy happy joy joy! Definite improvement in everyone's moods today.
I am off for a group knit/drink tea meeting. Hope y'all are getting through April a-ok.